April 2011
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March 2011
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“if this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?”
– Owl City
I'm trying.
to change my life everyday.
My Car Sound System Project.
I’ve finally raised enough $ to blow off and purchase my car sound system!
These are the speakers, tweeters, receiver, pre-amp (maybe), amp, and most importantly, subs I’ve considered getting.
Sony CDX-GT35U receiver.
something flashy, iPod compatible, and affordable. I really don’t need the built-in amp since I’m buying a separate one. But I’m lovin’ the...
two nights in a row?
achieved.
I'm crying myself to sleep tonight.
it feels pretty good.
There isn't an "if" anymore, only a "when" and...
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I'm sailin' the seven seas alone.
bye.
“Now I won’t be joining you up in heaven, but you have fun up there for the...”
– Breakout Kings
My Renditions Of Reality: Episode 1
Wow. I don’t think I’ve slept that great in a long, long time. Last night I simply blinked for a second, looked at the time, and noticed it was already 6:58 AM. Who doesn’t love nights like that?
The weird thing was, I actually remember bits and pieces of my dream. And here it is:
I was playing football outside on a baseball field with about 20 other people. The Earth was...
“I want to kill everybody in the world.”
– Skrillex
I'm taking Prozac.
a 10-day trial my doctor prescribed me.
I’m seriously going to give it a try. But I don’t want to start taking it regularly after this dosage runs out.
Because… I enjoy my depression. I’m more provocative, and my creative side is…
more interesting.
Depression that makes me happy? wow, I have issues.
bye.
p.s., thanks to whoever asked...
In a few months,
I’ll be on my way to Texas State University.
I will not be seeing 99% of my friends ever again because I’m choosing to isolate myself and erase my past.
I can’t wait.
bye, I won’t miss A N Y of you.
Today was...
Good. Really good. I seriously can’t complain. But I’m not surprised I spent the last two hours thinking about her while shelving (If you didn’t know, I work at a library).
I miss her. Not terribly, but the feeling is definitely there. (On a scale of 1 to 10, 1 not missing at all, and 10 crying my soul out, I’m about a 4)
I wonder a lot about what she’s...
Seriously...
After dropping my sister off from work a little while ago, and arguing with a Wal-Mart lady, I’m in a great mood. I’m even looking forward to going to work in 2 hours.
I reaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllllllllllllly should finish working on my EP. I still need to do 4 songs. Halfway done with one. All of them have completed lyrics, and a idea about how they all are going to sound. I need to...
so.
I’m going to start talking about my self for a few sentences and pretend somebody actually gives a shit.
These are the thoughts that run through my mind. Random. No particular order.
I’m taking all the shifts of my co-worker this week. She hurt her back and works exactly all the days I don’t. Which means more $$ for me. :D
I had plans to ship the Zune 120GB I sold on eBay...
I finished my first short story today.
and here it is, unedited:
The sun shines against me as I stare blankly towards the central hallway of the poorly-lit school. Many self-absorbed teenagers find their way to their classrooms, while others find friends and fall into the ritual of everyday conversation. I notice a group of jocks roar loudly with perverted conversation while cascading with the school’s finest looking females. To...
