June 2011
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“If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I’ll sail the...”
– Bruno Mars
Attended the
Audio Engineering Institute open house today.
It was packed with adults clearly over the age of 40, with the exception of about 3 black guys, and 2 other beaners.
The teacher discussed a brief run-through of everything that will go down in the course, and showed us an example of mixing-in-progress.
Everything he said today I already knew (reverb, echos, delays, flangers, mastering, rendering,...
May 2011
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After I become a billionaire,
but before I become the President of the United States, I want to construct an elaborate and secretive water park for my master bathroom. On the outside, the master bathroom will be… typical and ordinary. But in one of my shower bathtubs, I’ll have a secret keypad designed into the wall. after you press certain points on the wall while the showerhead is on, a trapdoor will slide you...
My top 6 favorite bands/artists/musicians... and...
These are not in ANY order.
innerpartysystem; Provides some of the most accurate, yet depressing lyrics combined with industrial dance pop? “If we all should die tonight, we will have no regrets.”“I get my facts from the TV, believing everything I read. It’s such an abyss when the whole fucking world wants to be like me. Because I… I’m just American...
what I would do for that one last kiss.
“The pain is there because your expectations for the relationship did not match...”
– The Dirt On Breaking Up by Hayley DiMarco & Justin Lookadoo
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Book Worming It Up.
As of today, I’ve read 1194 pages since Friday. that’s 3 books. Damn.
I sort of always figured that if I got into the Harry Potter series, I’d absolutely adore it. Turns out I’m right. Curse you Voldemort.
I’m also FINALLY reading the teachings of Buddhism, which I’ve been putting off for too long. Now is the perfect time, i think.
Amorous Updated Track Listing
Amorous by Josue Plaza (going to ditch the iScream persona) Bold = Completed (can’t see it unless you’re following me) 1. Amorous 2. TriSmile 3. Love Letters 4. Cordially, Hello (+) 5. Enlightening Nights 6. Mnimlst 7. The Calm Before (+) 8. The Storm 9. Suicyde 10. HS Drama 11. Keyboard Smoothie 12. Soundtrack of a Memory 13. Sincerely, Goodbye (+) 14. Heart of Texas
Definitely...
my dream
last night:
involved my high school, a drawing of a fish that had a small story written on it (about 8 kids who were “nominated”), a fire alarm, and me being nominated for something. Our high school was built on top a huge fucking statue of a purple-and-blue pokemon.
Kayla Speaker & Matt Kotera was in the dream.
…
My brother
randomly showed up at my work today. He’s got leave for the weekend. :)
tonight is going to be like trill.
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goodmorning.
Did you sleep well? I slept good too, although I only received about 6 hours of sleep. But I’m just not sleepy.
Today I’ll be doing some chores, then working for 6 1/2 hrs to come home and complete more chores. If I try hard enough, I could make today feel amazing. But if I don’t… it can go rough. We’ll see what’ll happen.
Have a beautiful day.
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I want to watch you lose control.
Altruism is the renunciation of the self, and an exclusive concern for the welfare of others.
Altruism.
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I'm going to use this summer
to rebuild my character, in every single sense of the meaning. It’s a long road to success. I’m requesting psychiatric help again. - Totally helps.
In other news,
I accidentally broke a few bundle of pages while reading Harry Potter & the Chamber of Secrets. Not cool.
My new toms came in! and there a lot brighter than what I expected them to be.
I’m picking up the...
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Why?
Why are we here?
Why do certain things interest us?
Why do we feel the need to act independently?
Why are most of us interested in some sort of art?
Why do we want to create our own forms of art?
Why do we criticize specific pieces of art?
Why do we label people?
Why do we put a label over ourselves, and pretend it’s not there?
Why are we so cruel to one another, then complain about...
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How To Be Normal
by *xStage HOW TO SUCCEED AT BEING A NORMAL TEENAGER: (In 15 easy steps!) 1. The first step in becoming a normal, bland, and spineless individual is very simple. Never think. About anything. Ever. If you have a thought, let it go. Let someone else think for you. Thinking is hard. Let someone else do it. Save your little conformist brain cells for something less difficult. 2. Now let’s talk...
What I'm Becoming.
I could be:
completing my 500 word essay for a scholarship.
playing video games.
watching The Tourist.
eating dinner.
finish reading Audrey Hepburn’s biography.
work on my music.
work on my website. (practice graphic design)
instead I’m typing this post, not wanting to do any of the things listed above. This is procrastination on a new level. sdalk;mfjpregidsa pireiafpddahsjf;
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Domain name change.
g’nite.
Haven't you figured it out?
I’m here to destroy you.
"Why a disposable camera?"
“Why not just use a digital camera?”
I’ve been asked that question a lot today.
my answer:
because this is harder. I’m getting them developed and going to frame them. Hang them on my wall,& be proud that they were taken without knowing the quality, and personally taken by me. Digital photography is too easy, with all of it’s gadgets & shit. It’s...
I still dream about you almost every night.
I don’t want to forget how beautiful the dreams are, but I’m afraid to tell you them.
So every morning that I have one, I get on my laptop and I type what they were about in a little word document. I do this so one day you’ll read them when I’m not around, and you’ll know about what my subconscious truly thinks of you.
You’ll love them, I know it.
Right...
“With an effortless smile,
You pervade to be.”
– Circa Survive
Book Rating: Intensity, by Dean Koontz
Released: 1995
Genre: Drama; Horror
Rating: ★★★★★
Out of all the books I’ve read, this book is certainly among the greatest. (Next to Thirteen Reasons Why, and Deadline)
Dean Koontz is such a fucking amazing author. It’s insulting we not learning his literature in school.
“They are no explanations for evil. Only excuses.”
P.S., I’ve been wanting to read this...
Fuhk.
I hate to admit it, but I have a serious problem with confidence. And it’s not in the usual way. Like I don’t really give a fuck about my looks, or the clothes I wear, but I often have a huge struggle when I’m trying to have a regular conversation. It’s like I don’t know how to fucking speak. For example:
Somebody in my 2nd period knew I made music. We’ve...
“there’s nothing to say now.
you’ve run out of ways to let me down.”
– Swimming With Dolphins
blank.
I would like to say something profound tonight, but nothing seems to be coming to my head.
I will admit; today was pretty legit.
g’nite.
3 Terrible Facebook Flirters →
I have to admit; these guys are just a tad bit creepier than me.
just a tad bit.
(click the title)
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Inspiration To Surrealization
There is nothing that frustrates me more than when a friend doesn’t live up to what he promised to do, even if you paid the guy. But that’s what I get for not hiring a professional. What a fucking waste of $50.
Doing the album art for my 2nd EP myself. I hope it doesn’t turn out to be too horrible.
i
was nominated for Mr. Steele.
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Major confidence boost.
Thank you, whoever you are, for nominating me.
:)
To Whoever It May Concern,
I’m writing this for you.
You.
I’m going to miss:
Your smile.
Your soft hands.
Your giggle.
Your simplistic, yet meaningful text messages.
Your voice (that especially)
The birthmarks all over your body.
Staring at you whenever you weren’t looking.
My heart jumping whenever I thought of you.
How easy it was to find you in the crowd, due to your blond hair.
Our deep conversations.
...
and just like that, I’m over you.
:)
